amy- Recitation

In chapel, here at IBTS, they often have written prayers that are to be repeated. This is very foreign to me. I often wonder the efficacy of these prayers. When I say these “prayers,” most times it feels a bit hollow and awkward. I hardly recognize my own voice and I never feel like I am fully able to get the right prayer rhythm. I really do try and feel something from these prayers, but my feelings do not get the message. In all honesty, I do not mind saying these prayers, but I want to hear the thoughts of my brothers and sisters in Christ! I feel that genuine prayers give such great insight into each person’s personality. If someone stumbles in their prayer, I could care less. I like hearing the thoughts: this is what is important to me. We have so much to learn from one another’s spiritual walks. This is such a crucial part of true fellowship. Fellowship is created by the sharing of one another’s thoughts and struggles. Pseudo-fellowship is merely politeness and action without love. One of the greatest blessings in my Christian experience has been the sense of family in the church. To know you are cared about and loved as a sister or daughter is a great feeling. I am reminded of song lyrics that say “They will know we are Christians by our love.” Church communities tend to be known as more of a stiff, cold group of people. Though I do not think that the set prayers are harmful, I think that genuine prayers are helpful. Christian relationships should always encourage and build up rather than tear down. This does not happen in one day, but by slowly infusing a sense of genuineness and honesty within our communities.